The Babysitter's Love

2012-01-30T13:06:00.003-05:00

If baby Holland cooperates accordingly, we will know if she's going to wear pink or if he's going to wear blue, on VALENTINE'S Day! Isn't that the sweetest little Valentine you can think of? It sure is to me!

-One very excited mommy-to-be (again)

Short lil Update

2011-12-18T22:01:00.000-05:00

-I'm 10 weeks pregnant today.

-Avery has an ear infection in his left ear, but we're doing antibiotics.

-Will only works a few days this week and we have him home for Christmas break!

-I can't wait to see Avery open his Christmas presents!

-Baby is still making me sick. :-/

-I'm looking forward to a week FULL of Christmas get-togethers!

-I start a one month course in Statistics tomorrow... I'm a lil nervous.

-Everything worked out great at work and I don't have to keep our baby hush, hush anymore!!!!

Baby Two

2011-12-15T09:01:00.003-05:00

We're very excited to announce that Avery is going to be a big brother! As of our last doctor's appointment the ultrasound is showing that baby two is due July 15th (our date was changed after the first appointment). I am so excited to have a summer baby. I'm looking forward to the time off with my hubby and toddler by the pool, helping daddy with his latest project, playing on the swing set and riding bikes. Then once baby gets here we'll have some time as a family to enjoy our new addition before daddy has to go back to work.

So far, mommy has been pretty sick with this baby, but I feel like it may be beginning to subside a little. The doctor wasn't very happy about my weight loss and said that if it doesn't change they will put me on meds for the sickness. I'm very thankful to be feeling less tired than I remember being with Avery and therefore have been getting a lot more done :) Cooking isn't something that is on that list often though! Why is it that you smell all of the WORST ingredients in a dish? Laundry, decorating for Christmas, and wrapping all of the presents that are in is among the complete list. I also saved myself some stress and energy this year by shopping online! Wow! What a way to go... It still took me the better part of two days to find everything, but I did it all sitting down :)

Avery has big plans for his little sister or brother and he's learning more everyday about this baby business. If you ask him where our baby is he will tell you his belly some days and others he is certain that there is NO baby in his belly only in mommy's. When you ask him where our baby can sleep he will tell you that his baby is going to sleep in his bed WITH HIM! Haha. Since Avery is learning to potty he talks a lot about baby pooping in the potty and NOT a diaper :) He is going to be the best big brother. He already looks forward to holding his baby and helping mommy & daddy take care of it.

Here is our sweet baby at 9 weeks and 2 days:

The little circle beside of baby's head is the yoke sack and is perfectly normal. We told Avery that it looks like a little balloon with a string. Avery likes that. :)

Covenant Marriage DOES work..

2011-10-07T09:44:00.006-04:00

Covenant Marriage DOES work... Nice little read. Thought I'd share. How important is marriage to you?

Visit here to read about Covenant Marriage:

http://www.washingtontimes.com/news/2008/sep/07/covenant-marriage-keeps-more-couples-together/

9, 10, 11

2011-06-14T08:31:00.003-04:00

ELEVEN, is how many teeth Avery has! Four in the front on top and bottom... These were the only ones that we even thought about. I've been waiting for the eighth tooth to come on through and thinking his fussy, feverish fits we're all because of that little bottom lefty. Until, last night, while we were all playing daddy says... Is that a tooth in the back? Now, silly me, I thought that back teeth wouldn't come in for a long while... But boy I was WRONG! When I checked inside of Avery's mouth not only did I find a tooth in the back, but THREE! He has three BIG molars: two on the top and one on his bottom right. I felt like a terrible mommy for not knowing this... But then I was extremely proud and got out the baby book to fill in this exciting news! I'm sure there is no way he'll let me take pictures of those back ones, but I had to share the fun story!

Over due

2011-05-18T08:12:00.007-04:00

So, this blog is well overdue. I have some sad and some happy news to share. I'll start with the sad. My uncle David passed away last week. It was a whirlwind of a time for us. His service was beautiful and he would have loved it; being a music director and hearing what wonderful things people had to say about him. In my previous post I said, very much hoping that it would come true, that maybe God would heal him and let him stay here with us. Please understand that I know that God knows what he is doing and though I sometimes want to question God, I just can't because no matter why I know God does what is best. We know we will see Uncle David again, and we know he is suffering no more.
Some happy updates:
Avery is learning to feed himself with a fork/spoon. His newest words are turtle and bubble car (this was very impressive to his pediatrician!). He just spent his first mini weekend (not quite a full weekend) away from home at the beach. He did fine, mommy not so much. :( He has grown up a full size in shoes and diapers this month. Everyday Avery becomes more and more of a little person with his own characteristics and preferences. He is learning so much and growing so fast. His newest decision is that he doesn't like broccoli (so we have to mix it in his mashed potatoes...) and he thinks that he can spank mommy and daddy when he is upset. We're working through that part. He is giving kisses without us asking for them and that makes me smile!

A Blogger's Apology

2011-05-05T00:10:00.001-04:00

Hang in there... It's exam week. I'll be back!

Avery is Walking

2011-04-27T12:26:00.000-04:00

He's doing it, Avery's walking!!!! Video later :)

A Few Things

2011-04-21T12:04:00.003-04:00

-It feels like Saturday.
-I've been in a poor mood for the past two days and it hasn't let up yet :/
-I'm going to work today :)
-I've been reading about this: A current generation cell phone that fits in your pocket has 1000 times more computing power than MIT’s most advanced computer in 1965. Experts predict
that in 25 years that same computing power will fit inside a space the size of a blood cell.

Interesting, huh?

Cancer and other things...

2011-04-06T11:26:00.004-04:00

My uncle has cancer and they're not expecting him to live long. Two weeks is a stretch they say. I don't buy it. I saw him yesterday, I saw his faith and I sat there while God walked in and visited him in that place. I saw a man who had undergone chemotherapy that very morning regain strength and smile. I heard him tell God "You are my healer Lord." And in that place I felt God hug he and all of us family members surrounding him. Maybe he won't be here to see his baby granddaughter walk, or walk either of his daughters down the aisle. Maybe he won't ever leave that hospital and see his home here again. Maybe. But I have faith and believe that ("maybe, just maybe") HE WILL!

Yesterday I was able to see many things. It turns out that, while Avery and I visited Uncle David, that A hurt his arm again and we had to head down to the Emergency room to have it reset. And there in that place I thought of uncle David and I was happy to be able to sign discharge papers and be able to walk out with my baby (well) and return to our home! God has been ever with me these past few days and I am so encouraged. I hope this post shared at least a little piece of that with you today. :)

Update: Baby Sams

2011-03-31T20:15:00.005-04:00

My dear friend Jeremy whom I mentioned in my latter post also has a blog. He posted about his family's recent loss and I had to share with all of you. He wrote just exactly as I had expected, to God be the glory. Please take a moment to read and understand the love that my friends (as I shared) have for our God. Below is a post from Jeremy Sams (this is not my writing)...

He Being Dead, Yet Speaketh

What a beautiful sound to hear your baby's heartbeat on a monitor. But dreams become nightmares when all you hear is silence. For 40 weeks, we dreamed about our upcoming birth. We dreamed of what this child would look like and who's features he/she would have. We prayed even before the child was conceived that God would give us a little preacher boy. On March 29, 2011, God answered our prayers.

However, he's not your typical preacher boy. You see, the day before he was delivered, we found out through ultrasound that our baby had already gone home to meet his Lord. So, how does he preach? His name is Zion Jeremiah Sams. The Hebrew root of the word Zion means waymark or sign. It was often used of an object or place to help people find their way. "Jeremiah" means of whom Jehovah has appointed. Of the Old Testament prophet, God said, "Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, [and] I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations." My little preacher boy has already preached God's sovereignty and God's grace to people all over the world, literally. God's sovereignty is preached in the fact that his death was a sovereign act of our Creator. Job 1:21 says, "...the LORD gave, and the LORD hath taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD."

The Doctor and hospital staff had no explanation as to his death. He was a beautiful healthy baby boy. "There was nothing anyone could have done or done differently", the Dr. told us. This was unexplainable to man, but not to God. Little Zion is preaching God's grace in the fact that the grace of God is presently encompassing my family. Crystal and I spent much time alone holding our little preacher while watching the sunset, praising God, and rejoicing in His goodness. We are hurting bitterly. We weep...but not as those who have no hope. Our heart is broken, yet something strengthens us. My dear friend, Pastor Jeremy Varner gave me this verse that explains it so well, found in Psalm 73:26, "My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever."

But, how does this happen? How can those grieving the loss of a child still have joy amidst the tears? How can a mother laboring to deliver a lifeless child raise her hands in praise as we listen to the Brooklyn Tabernacle Choir sing Psalm 8? One small, beautiful, powerful word explains it: GRACE...God's undeserved, unearned favor and goodness. I will post more later as this will be therapeutic for me. To God be the glory.

Thinking Baby

2011-03-30T12:04:00.002-04:00

So, as I mentioned in my post before we've been thinking/talking baby #2. Today I personally have thought about her (for some reason I feel all warm inside to think of baby as a girl) a lot. Here's why: a good friend lost her sweet baby yesterday after carrying it almost full term. Sad is how I feel when I think about the pain that a loss such as this would bring to a family. A mother, that has already loved and nourished this bundle, who has carried but not held her baby, who has watched it kick and turn, but never seen it smile. A sweet daddy who is ready to meet his baby to know of it will wear pink or play football. A proud big sister who has already begun the process of learning to share both time and toys with a new person on the way. All have lost something precious that seemed to be just within reach. So close to being here and now so far.
I can't imagine the hurt and sadness, but knowing these dear people, my precious friends I am reminded of a love so real and so true that they carry. My dear Christian friends always let Christ's love shine through them to everyone they meet and I know that God is wrapping them tenderly now in his arms and promising them peace that certainly passes all of our earthly understanding.
Today, I've been thinking about baby #2 and how blessed we will be when the time comes to have her or HIM. I cannot imagine what my life would be like without the people in it or the people that are yet to come. So today I am feeling blessed for all that I have and not asking for anything more.

A Few Things.

2011-03-29T12:20:00.004-04:00

I have a lot on my mind today, but not enough time to give it the proper writer's creative edge so I think I'll share a few things bullet style ;-)

I'm excited about a few things that are just around the corner!

Attending UNCG in the fall to pursue my love of writing.

Avery is cutting more teeth.

My favorite sister-in-law is coming home!

Easter :)

My last day at the Community College (meaning I'm moving up to taking lots of writing courses!!!)

My husband's SUMMER vacation from work!

A couple of family getaways that are scheduled.

Zipline, full force.

Baby #2 (still a while away, but thinking and talking is in the works...)

Life!

I'm just so excited about the things that the coming months hold!

reminiscing

2011-03-22T11:16:00.005-04:00

I've devoted today to laundry, homework, and cleaning up closets (after all it is Spring!!!). I've already gotten some laundry out of the way and snuck in a little kitchen cleaning while Avery skyped Nana and Paw Paw at the beach... :) While playing with my sweet growing boy this morning I was able to get some things put away from winter and it made me reminisce. I don't want this to be a sad post although my heart has a bit of bitter-sweetness lingering from memories of my 5lb. 15oz. baby doll I carried home from the hospital. So, in order to keep this light and happy I'll share the AMAZING changes we've been through in the last (short) two months of our lives.

-Avery is walking more and more every day. Today he showed off for Paw Paw and Nana by walking across the living room (with the assistance of his dinosaur)... The reason this is such a big accomplishment is because he actually ran! He was holding Mr. Dino up... He just didn't know it!

-Big boy is drinking from a straw now! Mommy packed away all of Avery's bottles and saved them for little sister (or brother, hehe.).

-Avery can tell you where his hair, eyes, teeth, and belly/belly button are :) He is learning how to show you his feet now.

-Amongst his many words the newest are: ball, car, eye, night-night, poop poop, and diaper.

-Avery can make so many sounds... he says: Ah, ah (for a dog bark), buuuuden (for a car or big truck, complete with vibrating lips!), cack cack (translated to quack quack), and his newest sound as of yesterday is sh (while trying to say shoe).

-He is also on the move! Though he's not walking (in his mind) just yet... Avery is learning to climb (mostly out of the bathtub) and he lifts his leg to get out of his crib (so we lowered it!!!) and up onto furniture.

-We are amazed that at bath time Avery has been pointing to the potty and saying "Poop poop" already showing an interest in potty training!

There are so many things each and every day that I could probably share with you until my fingers went numb, but remember, today is for laundry, homework, and cleaning! Haha. Since my wild child is fast asleep for at least the next hour... I'd better get to it!

Flight Captain Fun

2011-03-17T09:17:00.004-04:00

So, a while back I shared with you all that I was in training to become a Zipline Flight Captain. I have been certified as a professional rescuer and have had countless numbers of hours both training and paid on the line.

A nice little perk of my job is that I get to fly family (and sometimes friends during non-busy seasons) for FREE! Here are some photos of my "hard work!" :)

I received my "wings!"

Flying with the guys!

Family fun.

Great day for flying!

Wreath Contest

2011-03-10T11:32:00.004-05:00

A second Spring wreath. Made especially for my mom.

Spring time fun...

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It's here at our house!

:)

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Something I wanted to share today!

Blogging- A Precious Commodity (to me anyway)

2011-02-27T08:23:00.003-05:00

So, I know that blogging means sitting down and writing something meaningful. Of course that word has different definitions and people would have various answers if you asked them what it meant to them.

Today, I have a couple of hours (and a huge list of homework and studies to check off before morning) and I am taking a short time out to blog. I treasure writing to the fullest. I am so thankful to have this wonderful way to express my thoughts and feelings. Of the many things in my life that mean so much, today I am reflecting on the fact that I feel devinely favored to have received such a tremendous blessing.

What is your precious commodity today? Have you thanked God for the little things? Happy Blogging Friends!

Happy Valentine's Day!

2011-02-11T15:40:00.001-05:00

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Christmas is HERE!

2010-11-19T09:54:00.008-05:00

Yes, yes, I know it's not really here. But it's here! In our home. I'm very thrilled about the Thanksgiving holiday and being with family and having extra time with Will while he's out of work. However, I'm so excited about Christmas time this year with Avery! He has enjoyed watching all of the "new" decorating and trying to figure out what in the world mommy and daddy brought a tree inside for. Here are some pictures to show you exactly why this year I decorated before Thanksgiving for CHRISTMAS!!!

It's been a while.

2010-10-22T14:34:00.004-04:00

So, I just realized exactly how long it's been since I've blogged. And yes, I'll admit, I've been on here several times in the last 8 months, but never have been able to find the time to actually post anything of my own. Me time is one thing that is hard to find these days. But, none of that negative vibe today... It's a wonderful day in the life of me :)

Since I've been gone a while I've decided to devote today's blog to ME. Yes, I know it may be silly, but I've lived quite a few months now with very little focus on myself. Today (for some reason) I've been happily reflecting on the positive changes that have happened to me and through me in the last little bit. I thought you might enjoy it if I shared.

To begin, I started school back this semester after taking a summer break to spend time with my boys. I am currently an A student and am still pursuing my dream of a higher education in English. That alone makes me happy. If your question (as most people seem to ask) is "what will you do with your degree?" Then I'll tell you that my motto is: My degree is for me! It's not so that someone in an office can look at a paper and tell me I qualify for a job or so that people around me can know that I have a "four year." My climb, my journey, and my accomplishment is solely so that I can learn more about a subject that I have a passion for. It is for my heart, my soul, and my mind. It makes me happy :)

Then there is my home. I feel like I am the closest to understanding relationships that I have been in my lifetime. But wait, I also feel that I have MUCH to learn about life and love. However, today, I am content in the realization that I have a love beyond comparison and a soul mate that couldn't be matched in a lifetime of searching. Now working towards five years of being in each others lives I am happy to say it isn't always easy, but it's ALWAYS worth it. Life would never be the same without my darling husband and even the short times we spend together are more valuable than any wealth or richness that one could ever offer.

Of course, this post wouldn't make any sense if I didn't share how absolutely amazing my new little guy is. Everyday, he reminds me what is meaningful in life and how that every moment should be made memorable. He is growing so fast that I can see him living all on his own one day. He is one of the main reasons for my absence from blog world and I can't feel bad about that for a second. His one year birthday is very rapidly making it's way. All I am left to think about is how fast it has come about, but most importantly how quickly each important day can pass by meaningless unless I do something about it. I'm working harder everyday to wake up and make every day better than the one before.

Another happiness that is new in my life is my current "job" situation. I have a few side jobs that are very difficult to call jobs for me. I am living a dream that only a few people would probably ever think of as such, but for me it's a pretty big deal. I have had the opportunity to work at Spookywoods (a local haunted attraction) as a "character." Like I said, for some, that may not mean much, but if you know me you know that I am right at home. I have, through this opportunity, been introduced to yet another local amusement and am in training to be a part of it in the coming weeks. I will be a flight captain on our area Zip Line! If you have done this before then I'm sure that you can understand my excitement as I certainly am not "working" nearly as hard as I am playing ;-) For me, it is important in life to enjoy what I do and to be able to forget that I am making money while I'm "hard at (work) play." I have never wanted to be normal in that way and am happy to say that I LOVE MY JOB!

These are just a few of the things that I have had on my mind today. Things that matter; things that I love. At the end of my life they may not matter much to people around me, but they are the pivotal elements of what makes my life mine. Hopefully today, though different things make you happy in life, reading about my little bits of heaven on earth made you smile.

He's Here!

2010-02-19T19:59:00.005-05:00

William Avery Holland was born February 9th 2010 at 9:29 pm. He weighed 6lbs 7oz and was 20 inches long.

Avery Will be Here Soon!

2010-01-25T12:07:00.001-05:00

It's almost time to meet our little baby boy!

Merry Chirstmas to You All!

2009-12-04T09:51:00.003-05:00

I'm Thankful

2009-11-15T18:30:00.004-05:00

For life's little miracles...

A little further along

2009-11-08T08:23:00.002-05:00

Daddy felt his baby boy kick this weekend :)

Halloween Fun

2009-11-01T09:44:00.002-05:00

Here's a picture of the baby and I on Halloween :) Will and I went to my family's church for a Fall Festival and we had a great time!

The Finished Product

2009-10-22T14:50:00.001-04:00

Our Baby's Ocean :)

It's Time for Halloween!

2009-10-19T10:48:00.002-04:00

Here's our decorations for fall and halloween this year! :)

Nusery Progress...

2009-10-12T09:19:00.004-04:00

Well Uncle Tim and Aunt Shannon surprised us with our beding and matching pieces for our baby boy's nursery... We were soooooo excited we went out and bought the paint the very next day! This is the progress so far :)

Doctor says...

2009-10-01T10:24:00.002-04:00

IT'S A BOY!

Reflections

2009-09-03T10:29:00.004-04:00

Sometimes we go through heartaches in life that force us to sit down and see who we really are and who really matters. Without warning we are given blows that make us stand up and face our reflection fearing that we may see the truth as a bad thing. What image do others see in us? And the others that see, who are they? What people see in us sometimes is reflected by what they can't see inside of themselves. Wrongs can be done in doing right depending on who you ask. I've faced my reflection today. It smiled back at me. Not because I am anybody. Not because I am anything to boast of, but because the people who surround me saw me. Without asking for any, I have been given comfort. I know that what I did was in kindness. I am sorry that others cannot see me for who I am. It pains me to feel that I am seen so coldly. But I rest by a husband who tells me I was not wrong, I read assuring words of those who know me well, and I live around family that knows both my reflection and my offender's. And I am at peace. Today I faced my reflection, and it granted me a smile.

Exciting News!

2009-08-19T09:49:00.002-04:00

It's finally here! I've been waiting to post on blogger for a few weeks while baby Holland had time to grow and make way into the 2nd trimester. We are 12 weeks today! Baby is due in March and we have about 8 weeks until we find out the sex of baby Holland. Mommy and Daddy are very excited and have begun planning out the nursery and making small purchases for our little bundle. We'll keep you posted on this exciting time in our lives...

Riley's Birthday

2009-08-13T14:38:00.004-04:00

Okay so I know I'm wayyyyyy behind on posting but these are pictures from Riley's birthday. He enjoyed his present!

Anniversary Update:

2009-05-18T09:03:00.004-04:00

Our one year anniversary was so exciting! Will bought me a beautiful set of amethyst and diamond earrings with a matching necklace (I'll post a picture of me wearing them!). After church we went over to Penny and Billy's for a fish fry, and some rest. Then I went home and got all dressed up, picked Will up, and we went out to a nice restaurant called "Village Tavern." The food was delicious! We went home and cuddled on the couch with a movie until we could make a little room for dessert. Then we cut our Wedding Cake again. It was very tasty with our sparkling grape juice in frosted frozen glasses! :) We had a lot of fun and I am very thankful for our one year together and look forward for many more to come! I'll post a pic of us together when I get it from Penny! :)

-One Year-

2009-05-13T11:48:00.004-04:00

A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself - to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart. -- Leo F. Buscaglia

This Sunday will mark the one year anniversay of our marriage. I can't find where the time disappeared to. I only know that I can both learn and grow from the pinch of advice that Buscaglia gave above. The happiest year of my life has been spent with the only man that I could ever adore. I hope that I have given him at least a day in this past year that made him feel nothing but love.

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2009-04-30T12:18:00.001-04:00

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Reading: A Follow Up

2009-04-30T10:36:00.003-04:00

Well reading is certainly in my future. I can't stop. It's an additction. So much so that I'm feeling the urge to study about author's and novels and thier histories. What could be greater in the world? I can get lost for hours on end inside of a good read. Breakfast at Tiffany's. That's what's next on my list. It's in the mail making its way from post office to post office so that I can flip my fingers through the story within. Summer school starts in twenty days and I'll be in heaven with two english classes. I can hardly wait!

What's on your list...

2009-04-16T16:55:00.004-04:00

For a summer read?

2009-03-19T16:43:00.002-04:00

My Love will never change, but everything just can't stay the same.

Love: The Next Chapter

2009-02-16T09:18:00.001-05:00

“You are Cordially Invited,” I read over the invitations one more time. That was almost nine months ago now. May 17th, 2008 was a day that I will never forget. I woke up to prepare myself for the day ahead. I showered with borrowed shampoo, made up the guest bed, and I took a deep breath remembering both, the happy and the sad tears that had preceded my peaceful sleep the night before. Days like these make it difficult to pinpoint a person’s exact emotions.
My mom and sister, Amy, were already at the salon awaiting my arrival. I walked downstairs to find my dad in the kitchen looking a little uneasy. We both said a few things that didn’t seem important, a chat about weather, something about the day’s paper, just small talk. After finding a bite to eat, my dad muttered, “I was just thinking, well, I think a lot you know, and I thought, that’s the last time you’ll take a shower and get ready here.”
A few tears trickled down his clean shaven face and I light-heartedly reassured him that I’d come home and get ready again anytime. After all what does a girl say to the father-of-the-bride on her wedding day?

When dad and I pulled up to the salon mom and Amy were standing inside, hair curled, make-up perfected. It took two hours to turn me into the magazine bride I had planned to be.
With my veil in place, I was half bride, half girl, in my jeans and t-shirt as we headed for the church. The wait was almost over and my emotions would be glad. The ride was a long one as I thought of how different this new life would be. To be away from my family and the place I called home for so many years was dismaying. Then I envisioned Will. His tall, sturdy, stature filled my mind. I could see his dirty-blonde hair, his glistening blue eyes, and those perfect moist lips. I dressed him in the tuxedo we had chosen and mentally pinned on his boutonniere. It was in that moment that a sense of calm came over me and I knew that he filled every void I could ever have and would be my happiness when times were sad.
Half of the day had already hurried by and at 12:00pm we were turning past the church sign that read, “Congratulations Will & Ashley!” After making a call to be sure I would remain unseen, my family rushed me inside each carrying a piece of me, a corset, shoes, bags of necessities, and all of the many layers of silk, lace, and bows that a bride could need.
Inside, my four bridesmaids were giggling, curling hair, and giving each other last minute make-up touch ups. All of them had gently slipped into their creamy light-yellow dresses and tied their white satin sashes into perfect bows that rested just below the waistline on their hips. The girls assisted by holding my seven foot train while my sister morphed into my maid-of-honor and helped me into my gown. The little flower girl, miniature bride, and junior bridesmaid gasped. My junior bridesmaid whispered, “Now she’s a princess.”

In those next few minutes things got a little out of control. Pictures were being taken from all angles, people were talking and laughing, and it became chaotic. I was feeling overwhelmed. It couldn’t have come at a better moment, in that instant, my wedding planner cleared the room to give me a minute alone with my parents. I hoisted all thirteen feet of material that weighed on my shoulders onto the bed and sat in the pile of silk, pearls, and lacey fluff. I was given hugs and grins, and I caught a glimpse of tears from both mom and dad. A face peaked in and indicated, “It’s time,” and a crowd of people gathered around me, even the photographers, to help me balance my A-line gown on five and a half inch heels up two flights of stairs.
When we reached the top we stopped just outside of the sanctuary’s double doors. My wedding party stood in line in the order in which they would walk. One by one our closest friends disappeared through the tall wooden pathway that lead to where my future husband waited. I could hear the musicians finishing the last song and for a second everything was quiet and I felt my heart stop.
Daddy smiled and I took his arm. “You ready?” I asked. He nodded and like a fairytale the doors swung open. The aisle runner rolled out and touched my toes and at the first chime of “The Bridal March” the congregation rose to their feet. With every step there was an exhilarating sensation. I looked down and noticed our hand painted aisle runner with our names in yellow surrounded by flowers meticulously brushed in red. Fresh yellow and white rose petals had been sprinkled heavily down each side of the runner leading the way to where my handsome groom stood. To my left and right were our wonderful guests and in front of me stood the special people
Will and I had chosen to take part in our magical day. They were backed by columns strewn with white silk and flowers. Following close behind me, holding tight to my train were three very important little train bearers.
As my walk came to an end I could see Will’s face. He was everything I had hoped for, everything I had imagined on my journey to the church earlier that had stilled my emotions. He looked nervous yet calm, but there was no question of how good looking he was. The moment his eyes met mine I saw them fill with tears. All day I had searched for words to describe how I felt, to explain to myself what it was that I thought, and with one breath-taking glance he said it, love. The letters are few, the definition is long, and the description is near impossible. He had given it so freely and with such ease that I knew then my greatest gift in life was to be his wife. It was then that every other emotion faded and all I could feel was love.

Emily Dickinson

2009-01-28T09:23:00.003-05:00

I wonder what it was like to be Emily Dickinson, comprising 597 poems of the Belle of Amherst, whose life of the imagination formed the transcendental bridge to modern American poetry. Thanks dear. You are a hero to we who write. :)

2009-01-06T12:07:00.000-05:00

Happy Birthday to Me! :D

Announcement

2008-12-16T08:05:00.007-05:00

My darling husband is graduating from college this Thursday! I'm so proud of all of his accomplishments! Wish him well, and please send prayers for all of the new experiences that life will be bringing our way! Love you all!

Merry Christmas

2008-12-10T08:00:00.002-05:00

Merry Christmas everyone! Hope your Holiday Season is wonderful!

A night with the girls.

2008-11-13T09:22:00.002-05:00

Don't we all deserve one of these once in a while? I love my sis!

Surprise Weekend Getaway.

2008-11-10T08:40:00.006-05:00

My sweet hubby graduates college in December and I stole him away for a treat. First we went to Levering Orchard and got an eighth of a bushel of apples. Yum! Then we headed to Mayberry and ate lunch at Barney's. We stayed in a neat little B&B and had a lovely view of the Pilot Knob. The next morning we went to the State Park and hiked the Knob. After lunch we went ziplining. The weekend was great and Will loved it! Here are some pics:

Halloween Fun!

2008-11-04T19:31:00.002-05:00

Check out what we did for Halloween... I was the Witch, Hubby was a Ghoul, Sister-in-law was Beetlejuice and Riley was the Spooky Spider :) What did you do for Halloween?

Oyster Stew

2008-10-30T14:08:00.002-04:00

Ummmm, this cold weather calls for a bit of mom's homemade favorite! What's keeping you warm this crisp cool fall evening?

Hiking Trip

2008-10-19T14:17:00.003-04:00

Our first hike of the season :)

This spot was beautiful.

We had lots of fun on the 1.8 mi. hike.

Hiking boot L♥ve

A truly amazing experience.

Hiking with my Hubby :)

2008-10-16T20:29:00.002-04:00

Saturday husband and I are going hiking some local trails. I'm excited! I'm also working up something awesome for Will's graduation gift... We're taking a really neat trip. I'll keep you all updated :)

Halloween is almost here...

2008-10-14T13:42:00.002-04:00

This is our front door :) What are you decorating with?

Fall Flowers From My Favorite Person

2008-10-13T17:23:00.004-04:00

During my weekend beach trip with the girls, hubby got me a surprise. :) This is what I found when I got home...

New things ahead...

2008-10-08T10:35:00.002-04:00

In the spring I am transferring to FT to begin pursuing Medical Sonography. I'm thrilled about all of the changes that this will mean for my daily routine. The school accepts 10 (not thousand, or even hundred, or even times 5) just 10 students. I have to be at the top of my game and have strong grades in math and science. Wish me luck!

Happy Fall

2008-10-06T10:21:00.002-04:00

I made my own pumpkin today...

What do you think? (hehehehe)

Yard Sale

2008-09-29T09:59:00.002-04:00

Husband and I are having our first yard sale this weekend. We have lots to sale given we've combined all of our "junk" we've collected over the past 20 something years of our lives... I'm excited about it. The weather is going to be nice and maybe we'll make enough money to go to some of the local haunted attractions that are here to celebrate the season :) Wish us luck, and if you're in the neighborhood, stop by and say hello! :D

A Change in Season

2008-09-19T20:06:00.001-04:00

~The more you read, the more you'll know. The more you learn, the more places you will go.~

~Finally Getting Settled~

2008-09-02T15:53:00.003-04:00

Okay... I know, I know. I've been away far too long and I haven't talked about all that is new in my life! I'm sorry. Forgive me? *Sigh, thanks ;) For a minute I was worried. :) Now then, what shall we discuss first? How about the fact that school is amazing? Yes? Oh, yes! I love it. Papers due, and mathematical equations to be solved. Love is the word! And time, well time (knock on wood) hasn't been too far from reach. Sure there have been mid-night Wal-mart excursions and afternoon showers in between the kiddies nap time, but I'm in love. Love with school. In love with life.

Then there's my amazing husband without whom the previous paragraph and all that it entails wouldn't be close to possible. God did in fact create a perfect man, and guess what? He blessed me with him.

I've had a little free time to go out with friends and spend with my wonderful hubby. Will and I went on a date Saturday night. He took me to dinner, and then we shared some popcorn and M&M's at the local theatre. My prince charming. He does still give me butterflies. I get tickled at myself sometimes and then remember that I'd rather have that "silly" nervous feeling than to have lost it somewhere along the way.

My boys went to school. I cried. Called my mom and cried some more. I miss them often, but will see two of them once a week. That helps. My new bundle arrives soon. His name is Camden. He will be a mere six weeks old when he comes. I'm overjoyed! You should see my excitement. It could brighten any day, truly! My little ones who are still with me are noticing the void of the three. I'm asked throughout the day, "Why are they so late today?", "Will they be here tomorrow?" We are out in yard now. It's beautiful here. We are different though. It is a bittersweet thing, this life. But overall, we are well. We are blessed beyond measure. And you are missed. All of you. I hope I was too.

With love.

-The Latest: On Me-

2008-08-04T14:08:00.004-04:00

Well I need to type an "Update" blog terribly don't I? I've been trying desperately to at least keep pictures of the kids and current events noted, but I'm a little behind on writing about my personal life changes.

Things have really started to smooth out since the wedding. Will and I are slowly but surely getting our house together. I'm planning for a Pampered Chef party one week from tomorrow and am hoping to have my last "living area" wall decorated.

I've been spending time with my sweet kiddies as I will be loosing three of my "big boys" to school this fall. We've been enjoying the park, McDonalds, and recently the kiddie water park. They all love it so much! -Yet another reason I'm lacking in the time area!-

Riley has been to the vet! The diagnosis is Mange. Yuck! I have no idea how he got it (though we think he's had it since birth), but I'm glad he'll be feeling much better soon! He's on medication for it and should be well within two weeks of his treatment.

Now for the biggest change in my life (right now) SCHOOL. I'm starting August 18th. :D I'm very excited. Husband and I went and bought my books and the remaining necessities last Thursday. I've been skimming through and trying to decipher what may be the hardest. Haha!

I'm also beginning piano lessons this Wednesday! Pray for me that my stress will be manageable and that I'll excel in all that God has in store for us! I can see so many things that God has for our lives.

Those are all of the highlighted areas that can be placed in the "change" category for now. Oh, but don't worry, around here, there's never a dull moment! Until the next time. This is me jumping into life!

In our garden... {today}

2008-08-02T09:40:00.003-04:00

We have these lovely tomatoes growing! I can hardly wait until they're ripe :)

Outdoor Fun

2008-07-25T14:47:00.004-04:00

Hasn't this weather been just amazing? I sqirted the kiddies with the water hose the other day while they were playing... Haha. They were VERY surprised!

An Award

2008-07-17T08:02:00.002-04:00

Thanks to Anicent One for awarding me with this beautiful blog token!
I'm sending it to seven other blogger friends and asking them to pass it on!

.Learning.

2008-07-14T10:29:00.003-04:00

Hold onto what's important.

Love those around you.

Learn to forgive.

Muddy Treat.

2008-07-09T10:07:00.005-04:00

Today for the kid's snack...

Dirt pudding.

Complete with the oooiee gooey WORMS!

After which I think we should sing... "Great big gobs of greesy grimy gopher guts, mutalated monkey meat, urdie dirty birdie feet, french fried eyeballs rolling down a dirty street, and I forgot my spoon. BUT I HAVE STRAWS!" Haha. Have a happy and FUN Wednesday everyone!

Independence = FUN

2008-07-03T11:35:00.002-04:00

Happy 4th of July!!!

Adventures With Riley

2008-07-01T13:06:00.006-04:00

Here are some of the latest pics of the baby :)

Playing tug-o-war with daddy...

Giving KissesMommy's boy :)

"Take my picture again!"

Play wrestling with KoopaAunt April being referee.Riley loves his Aunt April <3Hiding from Koopa, safe with daddy...

Completely exhausted...

Bringing Riley Home <3

2008-06-27T13:32:00.003-04:00

The last couple of days husband and I have been preparing for Riley's arrival as if we were expecting a baby. We went shopping for new puppy toys (for teething), some tear free puppy shampoo, and all of his little necessities. Today is the day! We finally get to bring him home. Hubby built him a new dog house and today my sister and I painted it for Riley. I think he'll like it. We gave it spots :) I have a few pictures, but I think I'll wait to post them all when his house is complete (Whale is bringing home a smaller paint brush for detail work).

On Saturday Riley will meet his cousin Koopa (they have a play date) *grin*. And he'll get to see Aunt April and Uncle Troy again. It will be loads of fun! Then on Tuesday he will attend his first birthday party and meet my side of the family at the outdoor cookout :) He's gonna be a busy puppy, but one thing's for sure, he's gonna get LOTS of love and attention!

WELCOME HOME RILEY!

Update: Here are the pictures of Riley's home :)

More Fish "Tales"

2008-06-25T13:51:00.002-04:00

The fish weren't biting much... So we took LOTS of pictures!

Homemade M&M Cookies

2008-06-24T08:12:00.003-04:00

And my monster that ate them...

Wednesday Fishin'

2008-06-23T20:41:00.008-04:00

Will and I went fishing Wednesday with my cousin Rach at Peg's pond. Check out what we caught!

Visiting Riley

2008-06-22T09:10:00.003-04:00

Riley has changed so much since you saw him last! Just look at him now...

Complete, is the word.

2008-06-20T07:36:00.003-04:00

A view of our dinning area from the living room :)

The living room all painted. Need to hide some TV wires and fill the walls but we're so happy to have it back to normal and have the walls finished!
Our lovely kitchen. You have no idea how nice it is to have the counter tops put back together. I had to walk to the kitchen table for everything! Haha!

Pssttt... The squash on the counter came from our garden yesterday! :)

And even more {in home improvement}

2008-06-18T07:28:00.003-04:00

The kitchen is complete (as of yesterday, just don't ask if I have everything back in place...)! Painting is what we're here to discuss. And boy have we been painting!!! We've started (and completed) the first coat in our living room. I love the color. Husband mixed it especially to our taste. If you're wondering, "when will they stop?" Don't ask us! All we know is, our room is next! I think we'll keep going until there isn't a white wall in the house! :) And that, makes me very happy!

In Our Garden {again}

2008-06-17T07:47:00.005-04:00

Our garden is sprouting before our very eyes!

We can hardly keep up with it.

We have baby squash!!! Not ready of course, but isn't it fun to see?

Do you like squash? Come over. We'll have dinner :)

The latest {in home improvement}.

2008-06-12T22:32:00.005-04:00

Husband and I completed our furniture project some days ago and have moved our "brand new" faux iron bedroom suit back into the guest room. I can hardly wait to find a suitable decor!

Next up... Ceiling fan! We ordered our fan about a week ago and it came in yesterday. You have to love Lowes! The wonderful man that I married installed it while I was gone to First Aid Training late last night and it was such a nice sight to come home to. I love our new fan. The double light takes my breath away and makes for such a romantic setting.

Tonight, (you'd think we'd be ready to rest, right?) we started the kitchen painting!!!! I'm thrilled! Isn't it looking so great? Can't wait to see the whole house finished and decorated! Yay!

Riley's Boo Boo

2008-06-11T08:15:00.002-04:00

We went to visit Riley again on Monday evening and sadly, we found him with a pretty bad hurt leg. His mommy apparently has dragged his little body around by his left hind leg and ripped it open with her sharp teeth.

This made me think about how sometimes parents do things thinking they are helping their children and they are only hurting the situation. She didn't dare mean to hurt Riley, but some things we just can't force can we? Let's all remember that, in every situation, parents to children (and vise versa), friends, and family. Love people for who they are, and try understanding their situation as if it were yours. I'll bet you'll have more compassion on them when you truly put yourself in their shoes.

Anyway, I had to run my rabbit. That said, pray for little Riley's leg. I was sad to leave him. He has been taken inside so that this can't happen again. Husband and I already love him so dearly, but we want to be sure that there will not be future complications as we know it would be very costly.

I know it may seem silly but we love Riley. We really do want you to pray for our sweet puppy!

How does your garden grow?

2008-06-10T14:06:00.005-04:00

Husband and I have started a garden :) We planted our garden the third week in May (we think around Wednesday)... When we came home this is what we saw!

Now just a few short weeks later... Look what we have!

We picked a name...

2008-06-06T14:36:00.006-04:00

Meet Riley!

Our new two week old boxer.

The boys and I made a visit today.

He was cooling by a tree :)

He has blue eyes, a brown ear, a black spot around one eye, and a brown tail :)

I love Riley. We can't wait to bring him home!

New Addition

2008-06-05T22:30:00.002-04:00

Husband and I had an unexpected surprise today! This afternoon, in casual conversation with my cousin, I found out about a lady who has two week old boxer puppies for sale. I squealed when she continued with, "One's white, and....." I didn't even hear the rest!!!! ONE'S WHITE! A WHITE BOXER PUPPY!!! For wayyyy cheaper than I'll probably ever find another one too! And their full blooded.... Oh who cares! Husband and I discussed the pro's and con's and went about our afternoon entertaining company. Husband's phone rang and of course I thought it was Michael, to my surprise Will stepped out of the room and asked if I wanted to go see the puppies! He had called and I didn't even know it. I told you I'd have my sweet boxer puppy one day :) We don't have a name picked out yet, but you just wait! He's white, and he has one black eye, one brown ear, and a little brown nub for a tail. I'm in love! I held him tonight and I'm sure he knows we're taking him home soon. He's too small right now, four weeks to go. I can hardly wait!

THE WEDDING

2008-06-04T14:57:00.015-04:00

Here are the photos, as promised... :)

The Bride... and Groom ♥

The Dress!

The Mothers ♥

The girls...

And their escorts... ;) (Minus a bestman, couldn't find him)... :(

The flower girl, and the cake!

The identical train bearers... (Minus their helper... He hid from the camera)

The attendants :)

The Reception

What's for dinner?

2008-06-03T13:58:00.007-04:00

So our first meal back home from the cruise had to be miraculous... The food on the ship really made for tough competition, but who could go wrong feeding a "food loving man" spaghetti? :) And for dessert? Warm, fresh baked, oatmeal chocolate chip cookies! That's right! Here they are; pictures of our first home cooked meal. How do you think I did? I'd love to hear about the first meal you remember cooking your husband!!!

Happy to be home.

2008-05-31T20:16:00.002-04:00

Well we've certainly been busy the last several weeks, but all of that is about to slow down. And BOY am I glad! I'm happy to be married to my wonderful husband and never have to say goodnight and walk away. He's my new pillow (*grin*). A few of my new favorite things are; cooking (for him), fixing up things around our house (with him), and talking (to him).... Not that we didn't talk before, but you see, now when I am saying things out loud in the middle of the day, he's the one who is around. I don't have to remember what it was I wanted to say because he's here NOW :) Oh how I love my husband. I can't ever see this getting old.

I know you're all dying to know what we've been up to, and how the honeymoon was... SO, let me just say that the trip was AMAZING! We snorkeled, and saw sting rays, barracudas, sea turtles, and some spongy thing that sucked our hands... We went horseback riding in the ocean and up the steep island hills. And we had some of the most amazing food I've ever tasted in my entire life. But we're glad to be home.

Today, we started one of our many "projects" around the house. We've decided to paint Husband's old bedroom furniture with a black rustic paint to get a wrought iron look from it. We started with a primer and are on hold due to the clouds looking rather full and dark. Right now it's out in the dog pen under the tarp roof (still waiting for the rain)... Better safe than sorry. I promise, promise, promise pictures are on the way... And if I can get it to work, I have another neat surprise up my sleeve!

Love to you all! I miss everyone, and enjoyed seeing you at the wedding! It couldn't have been more perfect. It was truly my fairytale come true!

Ellis Court, I'll miss you.

2008-05-08T13:19:00.003-04:00

Today for the last time, I walked up the wooden steps to the green front door, inserted the key into its gold plated hole, and turned the knob. Bittersweet is the word. Happiness beyond my wildest imagination is all that I can feel. And yet, this sweet three story home with two dogs, a front porch swing, and four children that have become my world, will be dearly missed. I stood there for just a minute to breathe before allowing my last entrance through that door to pass too quickly.
"This is it" I thought quietly. Next week, a mere two and a half days from now, I'm going to be working from home again, and this time, the home is ours. I felt today's warm breeze hug me and know that this change is good.
Life is coming quickly. I want to embrace it. Love it. So for now, Goodbye Ellis Court, I'll be by to visit again someday.

Dear You,

2008-05-07T11:13:00.004-04:00

It's been one of those days, I wish I were three again. Watching my little ones out in the yard, caring only about whether the other children will share the toys, or who will get the next turn climbing the tree. Can't I be three? Where did it go?

Even at three everyone can't get along. You have differences, and opinions, even at three. I wish everyone loved each other past their differences. Why not? Is that thing really important? Are you honestly the only one with life's answers? I don't think it to be so. Maybe in your mind, I am still three?

I don't want to bicker. Must we talk about this again? I feel gloomy and empty, alone even, where we are. There is no place in my life for this. The time in my life is kept for utter bliss now. Please don't invade my privacy. I am there. I am happy. Will you torment me and force sadness now?

Give it up. It is over now. I promise. I'm sorry too. I don't intend to disappoint you. You will see. Watch me grow. Watch me live. Watch me learn. Watch me soar.

All My Heart,
Me

Friends and Family

2008-05-05T10:28:00.002-04:00

Today I've had a few minutes to skim through blog world, and my many other "web things." As I've been reading friends and family are excited about our wedding and to many I see (and feel) the bittersweet emotion running through us all. One of my dearest friends wrote a toast to my fiance and I that was beautiful. My darling mother-in-law wrote about missing her baby when he's gone and reminiscing over dirty laundry, and sister-in-law is preparing for the wedding day. I've had many Congrats, and so many people who have helped to put all of this planning together, and MANY who are still helping!

Of all the emotions that I have today the greatest is love. The love of my friends who are coming by and boxing up my things, while missing "the good ole days." Friends who are taking the time to get off of work to help us move into our new home. Family, old and new, supporting us, helping us, and loving us all the way. Being a part in "our" big day. To all of you, Thank You. This day wouldn't be the same without one of you! It's your day, and our day, and everyone who takes part.

Love and thanks to you all!

Walking on Sunshine

2008-04-29T13:42:00.005-04:00

Today, I am feeling rather happy. I am getting married in eighteen days (and seventeen minutes). In just under two weeks we move our belongings in our new house and fiance will take up residence there and wait for me to join him. In nineteen days we leave for our honeymoon cruise. And in twenty-five days we return home to our new life together, never to be apart again!

Sorry if I have you huffing and rolling your eyes... I'm definitely a hopeless romantic, on a down hill train, with NO chance of slowing down now! How can a girl dismiss the perfection of a life such as has been given me?

Today I'm thankful, for the wonderful man I call my own, for the home that we will make ours, and for a life that we will soon share.

I know this for sure, I'll never miss the nights he wasn't there, I won't be saddened by the fact that my single years have passed, and never will I question if there was a man made by God somewhere out there for me to find.

Love you guys! See you at the Wedding!

Showers of blessings...

2008-04-14T10:34:00.003-04:00

Well our wedding showers are over. It seemed like it went by so fast! I had a magnificent time at both of them. It was good to see family and friends and I enjoyed them getting to know one another as well. Fiance and I are grateful for all of our beautiful, wonderful gifts. Thanks to everyone!

Here are a few pics in case you missed anything :)

For you, Cupcake <3

2008-04-11T10:16:00.004-04:00

Wanted to share a scrumptious recipe with my friends today. Enjoy!

Coconut Cupcakes

4 eggs, separated

1 1/4 cups sugar

2 tablespoons margarine, melted

1 1/2 cups finely shredded coconut

3/4 cup self-rising flour

Directions:
Beat the egg yolks, sugar, and margarine together until creamy. Add the coconut and flour. In a separate bowl, beat the egg whites until firm, then add to the mixture.
Pour the mixture into shallow muffin pans with paper liners, and bake in a 350°F oven for approximately 20 minutes.

In our lives

2008-04-08T09:41:00.004-04:00

For those of you who heard about Skybus and their recent decision to file bankruptcy, and now for those of you whom I just told, fiance and I had tickets to fly home with their airline. Yeah, that feeling in the pit of your stomach that you're feeling after hearing the news, I know what it's like, multiplied by about a hundred. At first actually, I felt rather confident that, though we may spend a little more, we would certainly find another flight. After my search started into the third hour that feeling had long since faded. I'll spare you the agony since this bump in the road passed two days ago, and share with you that we did in fact find a decent priced flight and the newly weds will be returning home without having to hitch-hike.

In more recent news, as I'm sure you noticed, the wedding invitations have been mailed! Now it's your turn. :) We're excitedly waiting to hear from you :)

This past Saturday we attended our first wedding shower. It was so nice. I enjoyed meeting a lot of fiance's family and friends of family that have been a part of his life for many years. We received lots of nice gifts and the refreshments and preparations were lovely!
Our next shower is this Saturday with my side of the family and we're looking forward to it as well!

Our planning these days has dwindled down to the simpler things such as attaining the marriage license, paying remaining balances, and making sure that all attendants are prepared for the big day.

The next BIG thing on the calendar will be our move. We look forward to bringing all of our things together and making a home of our own.

Be on the look out for details in all that we have going on in the upcoming weeks! Love you all!

Going to the Chapel

2008-04-04T20:46:00.005-04:00

Okay, here are a few ways to tell when your wedding is just around the corner...

I've been putting laundry away in white high heels (wearing them in for the big day). My next three weekends contain at least one of the following photography, gifts, or cake! 98% of the calls to my cell are from vendors or family with wedding related questioning. I live in the middle of an already small room surrounded by piles of cardboard boxes; most of which are packed with newlywed necessities.

I'm overjoyed by all of the things that are up and coming in the next six weeks. Life as I knew it has begun to spin into something new and wonderful. I am ready to be a wife. And ready for everything that comes along with it! :)

Catching up

2008-02-22T07:50:00.006-05:00

I've been a boring blogger this week. I turned my head and it's Friday already! Where has this week gone? I'm thankful that tomorrow is Saturday as I have many plans for the weekend that I'm anticipating. But for now, I'll blog about what my week has consisted of.

Of course I don't go through a day without working on wedding plans... And though this weeks planning has been fairly minor, I have gotten things accomplished. I've shopped for aisle runner fabric, bought wedding party gifts, inquired about invitation prices, made appointments, and gone over food lists for the reception. Well, that made it sound simple and short... Haha.

I've started a new book, The Notebook, actually. I'm looking forward to comparing it to the movie and finding similarities and differences. I'll keep you posted!

I'm excited about adding to my blog, all the many things that I'm going to be doing this weekend and in the coming week... I want to share it all now, but I think I'm going to keep you on the edge of your seat for now!

Hope you all had a great week. What did you do?

Drying Roses, NOT Dying Roses

2008-02-19T12:56:00.003-05:00

You heard it right, I'm not about to let my priceless Valentine's token die! Last night I began my drying process. It's simple, you just have to tie your flowers (any type really) in the arranged form of your choice. My personal preference was to have them forever how they arrived at my door.

Once tied, you need to find a good place to hang them where they will not be bothered by roaming heads, or swinging doors. Then, I use a wire clothes hanger to attach my bound bundle of beauty to properly, and simply hang it until its heart is content! I let them dry for several (SEVERAL) weeks before I move them. A good way to test the flowers is to gently touch different places, both inside and out, to see if the petals are soft or crispy.

Once they are completely dried you can use your special arrangement for years to come! I think I'll be finding the perfect wall in our new home to hang mine on, never to forget the way he looked, the way the flowers smelled, or the way I felt on this wonderful Valentine's Day, when my darling fiance took the time to bring me roses that he had no idea, would last forever <3

(Will post pictures later for anyone who is interested in how this works!)

More on the Wedding

2008-02-18T07:51:00.007-05:00

As of last week we have booked our transportation for the day of the wedding!

Alterations are this coming Saturday for the bridesmaids...

Last night the beads were ordered for the jeweler to create my designs.

And our first wedding shower is planned for the first week in April :)

I'm so excited!

Ps- Darling fiance just returned from the doctor and has been diagnosed with the Flu! Please keep him in your prayers!

My Valentine <3

2008-02-16T15:48:00.004-05:00

I had to share my beautiful surprise with all of my friends...

When they arrived I almost cried :) I think I'll marry the delivery man! (Thankfully it was Will, haha)... I placed my gorgeous roses atop my nightstand so that I can fall asleep and wake up to their undeniable beauty and scent.

I have the greatest Valentine of all!

Where I am From

2008-02-14T09:32:00.002-05:00

(This is a reflection of my version of Grandma Ann's Idea)

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think,

all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read,

and all the friends I want to see.

-John Burroughs

I am from marbles, laundry basket rides, and warm summer days spent dodging the water hose. I am from secret gardens, and big waters. I am from strong white woven hammocks and cool breezes. I am from trampolines, bumble bees, and roaming deer. I am hidden in musty carpeted basements with gadgets galore.

I am from coins and bills, and reasoning. I see things in a different light than I have been taught. I live in novels, poems, and plots. I delight in natural beauty, normal and unusual. I desire love, warmth, and pickled cucumbers. I am from safety, protection, and confusion.

I am from old cars, lawn mowers, spray paint, canadian geese, and Paw Paw. Compassion, determination, organization, and guidance are a few things that define me.

Small, living, breathing, talking, creatures are my passion. I am from long, key bouncing fingers, and soft listening ears. I am from modesty, honesty, and freedom. I have been given attention, admiration, adoration, and appreciation, but none are meaningful without love.

I live, laugh, and I love without reservation. I am not from these. I am from God's hand, alive, promising, free. I am from grace, glory, and honor. I am His child. I am from happiness.

My Men

2008-02-13T07:50:00.003-05:00

Some of the the most important men in my life will soon meet each other. On the twenty-third my fiance, my dad, my brothers, my father-in-law (to be), my brother-in-law (to be), and my fiance's best friend are going for their tuxedo fittings. I'm looking forward to this event because our families (extended) will get to meet each other for the first time. I'm already charging the camera batteries to keep all of our precious moments documented. Scrapbooking, here I come!

The little boys will have to wait for a while longer to be fitted for theirs, as they grow so fast at their ages. That will be fun too! We're going to have five miniature men running around in Tuxes. Hehe. I'll keep you updated on the newest events as they come... There's a lot we're excited about doing in the next couple of months. Until the next wedding update... Listen out for the bells!

Monday Fun :)

2008-02-12T13:05:00.000-05:00

I have just been informed that Monday night is Christian skate night at the rink. So last evening sis and I headed over to get a little excercise and recreation in. We found that not many people show, sadly enough, due to Monday's lable. There were three other people in the rink and they showed up half an hour late. There is a good side to my story however, it is nice to be able to do the chicken dance without seeing people laugh, and I'm eager to practice my circles and get back to where I was at twelve. And if those hopes are too high then I'll settle for a night of stress free fun. You can also get in super cheap on this night, where else can you have two hours of fun for $3.50? I'm looking forward to adding this to my routine as we had such a magnificant time. I don't get to get out and do much but this could be the beginning of a new outlook on Monday's for me. Monday is usually one of those days we all dread (at one time or another). It's either the first day of the week back to school, or work, or taking the kids to their respective places. It's that "Oh it's Monday" feeling you get that garuntees the start of a bad day; the Monday morning assurance that you have a WHOLE week to go before you get a free day to breathe. Skate night is changing my gloomy start-of-the-week attitude and giving me something to look forward to, and I'm excited!

A Good Morning.

2008-02-08T07:45:00.000-05:00

Today is a good day. I'm filled with joy. I've missed being away for two days. I did a two day (overnight) trip at work and didn't have computer access. And I noticed that I left my sad puppy (literally) message post up while I was gone. Sorry for that!

The kids and I had a great time while mom and dad were away on business. We really pulled it together in the mornings and got to school in perfect time. Wednesday night we rented "The Game Plan" and the boys LOVED it! Burger King accompanied our miniature blast and as bad as it is for our bodies, it sure did taste good! Will came over and spent time with us on his ONE night off. It tickles me pink when he does that! We had so much fun.

Homework, bath time, and school is a whole new world, but I felt like mini mom. I'm excited about having schedule's different than my own. I'm ready to see my children grow and learn. Mostly I'm ready to see my darling future husband be "daddy." But first I want to be married!!!! Haha. I'm not in a hurry I just look forward to all that our future holds.

The smaller boys and I made a special trip to "the big school" yesterday. (Fiance left his books by accident) By the time we got there (a mere 30 minutes) the boys thought we were "far away." Will was waiting for us at Yum Yum's to grab his books so he could get to class and had parked his truck in a different place. The boys went wild yelling "Hey Whale" and "What you're doing here?" and "What color your school?" while my smallest just waved and grined (he loves his uncle!). When it was time to go we all exchanged goodbyes and Will began to walk across the street. As we backed our car out to turn around and head for home Joshua screamed "NO! You no leave Whale here Ashey! He too far way from his home!" I tried reasoning with the twins (because when one says something the other repeats it, and today was no different) as they demanded I go back and get him, but of course we couldn't. I am now a "bad ashey" because I left Whale "too far away" and "he can't get back his home."
Whale, if you're out there and you're reading this I'm sorry, please call me if you can't find your home!

After the parent's came home yesterday afternoon the boys were slightly confused as to why I was leaving. They told me I could still stay at their home, to which I promised to spend the night another time. I missed my bed at home, and my carpet, and the smell of my house, the warmth of my fur blanket that rests atop my bedspread, and I was happy to curl up earlier than usual and lose myself in a good book. Peacefully, quietly, I fell asleep when I wanted with no disruptions. Homework, bath time, and school is a whole new world, but I'm going to love every minute of it when the time comes!

Capture my heart <3

2008-02-05T12:29:00.000-05:00

Sunday I went to Wal-Mart. BIG mistake. No, not just because every time a woman goes in there she's sure to find something else she needs that she forgot, or in the midst of the islands of goods displayed lies, unfailing, such a bargain that can't be left for someone else to buy. On this warm afternoon, betwixt church services, my grab-and-run turned into a battle to leave.

Before I ever made it to the store, before my car was shifted to the white "P" for park, even before I had thought about finding a row to rest my car safely in, there, at the very back of the parking lot, inside of a raggedy old truck bed, was a sign posted: For Sale Boxer Puppys.

Now, had I not been carrying my little sister along I would've gone about my business and made it in and out of Wal-Mart with my necessities in no time. But as I rounded the corner she blurted out as she read

"For Sale Boxer Puppies."

I quickly made an illegal U-turn to examine these precious furry bundles. I should have convinced myself otherwise but when I walked up to the truck I was too far gone. Maybe it was the fact that their owner didn't even spell the poor creature's species correctly, or just the fact that they were so incredibly adorable. Either way from the top of her precious light brown face, down to her perfectly designed long white toes she won my heart. I rubbed and petted and cooed to her for a long while until I finally convinced myself that taking her home would be unfair to her nature of running freely and a puppy's need of my utmost attention. I simply don't have what she needs.

If there was some way I could've communicated this to her, to help with her understanding, as I walked away I would've done so. Nothing would do. She whined and pouted and broke my heart. I've thought about her since I left her there, in that old run down truck, hoping dearly that the looks of the man with her certificates do not in fact cast judgment on where she lives and what she eats, or even more, show how she is loved. My heart pains at the thought.

God please, though she's but an animal, she feels, she breathes, she hurts. Take care of her. Give her to someone caring. And please don't send anymore puppy trucks my way for a while. I don't think my heart can take it!